Your story made me smile, and I'm happy that you are now happy and back living life! 1) I am always looking at money in the bank feeling that it might get over. I wish I wasn't so depressed all of the time. You need to reach out to loved ones. People need to be free God gave us free will you need to be free just be safe and free that is possible. I dont want to leave the house anymore. I have been with my fiance 4 years. At such a point, most people keep hoping for an external change to bring the momentum back. My family always tells me to get out the house and make friends and enjoy life outside my house but the truth is I love my room my bed my dog myself and life inside! Something could have happened when you were young. Anonymous. I don't answer my door unless I know who it is. You lie naked with him while he gets himself off. But your family needs you. Even alone. Am I supposed to be single? Is this how it's going to be. Any advice?? My little sisters an absolute brat with my dad being an activator. Thanks for that and whoever u r hope u r well. 11 Comments Share 1 . The world's not normal and you can't define normal. People get frustrated with me and i am told to leave. I make plans, and when the time comes, I send my family and tell them I will catch up, but I never do go to meet up with them. Malcolm in the Middle - Funeral [S01E11]. Am I weird? Life is wonderful but we DO have a powerful enemy who attacks us any way and as often as he can. I feel happy just thinking of being here always. I'm 13 so obviously that's not an option. House, relationships, family, friends, even some financial investments together. Do You Find Yourself Feeling Like You Don't Want To Do Anything Often? Whoa. You know you can’t keep isolating yourself. Even though I was feeling lazy this morning I decided to make this account to reply to you. I dont trust any one and some my trust one the world is so low that I dont even trust doctors. It ended with me in hospital, and now I'm treated very differently. Someone please direct me where I may go for HELP. 2. I feel like I need to be here though. Doctors are wonderful. I worked hard for it. I wish I never had to leave my home again. I saw your reply and felt the need to reply. I AM a very outgoing person. Click here. I'm not lonely because I prefer to be alone. It's because you have social anxiety. SHARE. Why I Don't Like Leaving Home Moving in Place, Loving the Earth . He had a good job and I’m currently a SAHM. What if I Don’t Want My House Anymore? I hope things are still doing great. It's not all or nothing. Instead of spiraling into a deep depression, this time I took every opportunity to thank him for the memories he gave me. My whole family is sick and tired of it, as it has been going on now for almost 10 years. I'm currently arguing with my girlfriend again about this as she's saying why don't we go out and do something. She hates it. I dont want to leave the house anymore. Hi, I was hoping for a bit of advice as I really don't know what to do. I told her to stop but she continued. There’s nothing that drains me more then being around people that love their phones and talk about the same shallow things. They haven’t realized you’ve been isolating yourself, they haven’t realized you’ve gone MIA, they haven’t realized anything is wrong. I don't want to do anything anymore. I simply hate going anywhere, even if it's on a date, or to the mall, or to the beach with my friends. I don't want to leave my house anymore. We don't always need to know everyone and feel at home. It's terrible! But that can’t always, or maybe ever, mean penetration anymore if you don’t want it to. However you choose to do that and whatever you choose to do with the fruits of your righteous toil is completely up to you. Maybe if I had unlimited time and money I might like to see the world. They hated it. Like "I don't want to do this anymore." I find most people to be extremely annoying. I am moving because I need small and familiar and a place that doesn't feel so busy. Hi, I was hoping for a bit of advice as I really don't know what to do. I don’t have anything to say anymore... i feel like we are being tested. I choose to invest in my time and money in my home. . I make excuses for why I can't have lunch with new friends and make sure I am always busy around the house lol. LB x . Things came into focus. When I got home, my husband was out. It feels like an overwhelming task. I don't want to be like this anymore :( 26 yr old with problems.. What should I do first I don't know where to start? I know you can’t change anyone in this life and shouldn’t even try, either they love you or they don’t. I live in a suburb outside of Chicago and I feel that i want to move away and start my own life away from my family and away from this small city. 'I Don't Want To Leave My House': Santa Fe's Invisible Wounds. I don't know what to do. I know I need to see a doctor and go back on my pills like before but I can't leave the house. And don't think I haven't tried to go out with her. I feel like everyone's watching me and I can't wait to leave. Many people can't handle being alone but it's important to be ok with yourself! Lydiarose Well-Known Member. My mom uses pity and her "history of abuse" to get what she wants. Take care! I don’t know what to do or think. I know I have a PROBLEM!! 4 Answers. And if they don’t nothing you do can change that. The person who posted this question is MissKitty6. But a quiet dinner with friends? He does not have the last word. Hi there! I hope that someone you meet will make you feel like it's worth it to be present. I don’t want to be together 24/7. I don't know how to over come this. I just don’t like socializing with anyone. It gets more in depth too because when Im home I also don't want to shower, get dressed, or get wet (I live in a beautiful beach area and love swimming) but the thought of going to the beach and getting wet sorta means wiping away the cloak of safety I need over me now. That is great!! Does anyone else feel like this? When he walked through the door and came to give me a hug, I burst into tears -- big gigantic, hard to breathe tears. Of course, there’s no way for them to tell something has been wrong because you’ve shut them out. Forgive me for getting graphic, but here are some other things you can suggest in lieu. Sometimes we can observe and be a part of a group that way. For many month My sister is the same way. Learn more about Thought Catalog and our writers on our about page. I know I make lame excuses and I dont feel like travelling as i think i have to spend money. I do not know what is wrong with me. Tell them by your presence, your kind words, your generosity, your obvious joy of just being alive that you are grateful for their sacrifice. In the last 6 months, have these bumps reappeared 3 or more times? She would much rather deal with her sister’s death the old-fashioned way. You wonder whether things are ever going to change. Even the best of us feel stuck at some point. I also have low self worth My life is beautiful now. What's wrong with me? i love him as my baby daddy but nolonger want to be with him. Update: I am still in school and living with my parents who think i'm weird and pathetic, because I stay in my room all day, I barely speak and if I do i'm angry (why are they speaking to me at all just go away) and I don't know what to do. I'm so happy things are going well for you, I've felt the exact same way and your story really helped me. Learn more about working with Thought Catalog. Forget Your Past Failures. I'd appreciate reading about your experiences. I hate being around people.Sometimes I'll go a day or two without things I need just because I don't want to leave my house… I wanted to die. Let's keep each other in our prayers, okay? Or have panic attacks. My daughter and grandchildren go to my sons home a lot and now they have my grandchildren disrespecting me, how do I handle this. This may be a huge assumption but I think maybe they symptoms mentioned could be reactions to needing those things, Yeah, i know the feeling i wish i could leave the house if i lived alone!. Being a chef makes me happy. I don't want to go anymore! Submit your writing to be published on Thought Catalog. But I'm older. A gunman killed eight students and two teachers at Santa Fe High School outside Houston — and scarred hundreds, perhaps thousands more. But lately, I've been missing my mom a lot and being terrified that I don't have a lot of time left with her before she dies or something like that. But you also become lazy. It is the one place that I feel happy and in control of myself, and I see no need to socialize anymore. Or maybe your bored. I don't know what it is, but I just don't like to leave my house. The more uncomfortable situations we put ourselves in the more we will get out of it and learn how to be comfortable where ever we go. So I became a chef. I must add one more thing: I am ALWAYS late. I can stay at home for a few days without opening the door once. 'I Don't Want To Leave My House': Santa Fe's Invisible Wounds. I am the same way it felt like I was reading your post like I had written it myself. I know this is not easy, not saying it is. I just don't WANT to. My mom got us cheap lottery tickets for a Rolling Stones show and lo and behold we won the grand prize, we got to be in the pit 8 feet away from Mick Jagger. I don't feel like going out we have been all around the city I just want to go to the beach sit under an umbrella and do nothing. Coming out of the shell I want to be in. The position they hold is prestigious. My son and I have a strained relationship along with his girlfriend. Sadness….and maybe elation if this payment doesn’t need to be made anymore. If someone asks you to hang out with them, you’ll lie about how you already have plans. by Cory Turner May 21, 2018 3 minutos. My boyfriend at the time had started doing IV drugs and that's why I left him. My mom and I started traveling together, saving up our money and going to Rolling Stones concerts around the world whenever we could get the chance. I'm 25 with a 11 month old son. Hope to hear you are doing much better. I have lived with my guy for 8 years and for the most part he accepts it, but every now and then he'll get really angry about it. After a gunman killed eight students and two teachers at the high school in Santa Fe, Texas, on Friday, memorials to the victims were created. Here is my life — a collection of things abandoned. Posted Nov 30, 2013 . When I’ve needed a new monitor, power supply, or something else, I ordered it online. I am also currently having the same feeling, my university is far away needs atleast 6-7hours travel, I came back to home on holidays but now date of starting next session is announced and I have to go again in that place, I just now realised that I hate that city, the people of the city and also my roomates and I don't wanna go back at all but I will have to go there once again. The more time you spend alone, the harder it is to conjure up the energy to insert yourself back into the world. Learn about us. You just don’t want to leave your house. (i feel like i have been grounded for my life!) I really try to only leave once a week for groceries. Has anyone in your family been diagnosed with HS or experienced HS symptoms? Even though I had so much to live for it all just seemed too tiring to go through. My doctor prescribed me Cymbalta so I am hoping it will help. Guest Posted on 30-01-2014 at 4.58PM . I’m constantly having to ask my family to forgive me for not responding to phone calls/texts because when I hear from someone I dread replying. I have the same feelings. When you stay at home for a long period of time enjoying your own company eventually you will start getting bored, i’m talking from experience, i’m like that. Also my adult daughter leaves most everything up to me, cleaning, cooking and if I don’t … Perhaps those around us tried to tie us down when we tried to take off and find our own way. There are people I know that have chosen to live in an apartment and invest in travelling around and seeing the world. God made each of us different. And every comment I seen on here today I can relate to and it made me feel less adnormal when I knew other people felt the same way I'm scared to tell anyone in case they judge me and then the spotlight will be on me and then more pressure to do things . It is not that I am afraid or anything like that. I don’t wish the world would stop celebrating Christmas. I literally have a mental rolodex of excuses I tell people to get out of doing things. Outside there’s a gleaming, glass ocean and mountains pure and clean. This is unless your agreement states that you must pay a certain amount. Let's Talk. That is if I do make it somewhere, I can never get anywhere on time. Same arguments. No snobby people. I don't want to live in my house anymore. And I tell him I'll do all the house work and he don't have to worry about it. Just realize that what you are going through is just a perception, a habit formed over time. You may be able to enlist the help of a trusted friend or relative in these areas as well. How do I know this? So then I get pissed off and we argue even more. The realization that you will no longer be a homeowner has become very clear. Three years ago, she was calling me names and yelling. It will give you a craving for adventure. Jan 5, 2010 #2 Hi LB, well you could be describing my mum and dad there. Fortunatly there have only been a few of those days. I have been with him for 15 years and married for 8 and we have 10 year old twins. You wonder whether you’re screwed up somehow, whether there is something about you that’s broken. My home is my sanctuary. She had mental health issues and also now has a physical disability on top of this. Hopefully we will find what we need soon so we can help others. Im sick of trying to explain to my friends why our fridge is filled with beer, house smells of smoke, and why there's holes in door. I only start stressing about it when someone gets on my case about it. Luckily, my husband does the grocery shopping. Every day is beautiful. by Alia Joy Oct 11, 2018 74 Comments 264 Shares. I take care of the house and fix all meals, but never want to leave. But the choice that I have made for myself is just as legitimate. But I’m not in love anymore. it's making me go crazy, i really don't want to be crazy like the rest of my famliy but i am getting closer and closer, I think families can trap you and keep you from growing. Isn't that pathetic. Everything I need is here. Your parents and your boyfriend gave and gave to you for many years. I don’t care about new clothes or gadgets. Life is a gift and the devil who Jesus in St. John says is a liar, thief, and a murderer just wants to make us all miserable! It’s easier to keep doing what you’re doing. Sometimes the right person can make you want to be on time and go with them maybe your husband didn't find the really happy unique person you are and someone else will. Yes I know I'm depresses. Why is it so wrong? Anyway this has it triggered me that walking and hiking always helps me. I don't love him anymore, but can't leave. we live in a tiny 500 sq feet house with 8 people. 7) I am not able to go to doctor becasue i dont want to take a break from work thinking I will loose the money for the day. Sorry for your pain. I couldn't stop thinking about the lump in my throat I had felt during the movie. I HATE going anyplace. The city overwhelms me. Since you haven’t been socializing much, your mind starts wandering. I hated it. I sure wish I could figure this problem out. You need to go to therapy. by Cory Turner May 21, 2018 3 minutes. I don't have any advice but just so you know, none of y'all are freaks. 4. I love my house and I have 2 dogs and 4 cats and laying around with them makes me feel at peace. 1. He's been clean 5 years now and we've been married for 3. Ever! You should speak with a dermatologist about your answers to this quiz to get a proper diagnosis. As a homeowner, you may have decided that it is time for a dignified end to your role as a homeowner. I Don’t Feel At Home In This World Anymore. You can’t keep hiding away and expecting your mood to magically change. All day I've been trying to get up and go but I just can't do it. But ALWAYS accept who you are. Last time I completly gutted the laundry room, so I could remodel & update it...Of course I couldn't go anywhere until the laundry room is done. When ever I leave my house, I just think about getting back home to be alone. Asaboy Consumer 3 Posts: 77 Joined: Sun Dec 25, 2011 7:34 pm Local time: Mon Jan 11, 2021 10:35 pm Blog: View Blog (0) Top. I don’t want to leave my house I’ve been going through a really bad depression for a few weeks and now my dad wants to take me out during the pandemic. But a lot of the time, maybe even most of the time, I struggle with anxiety over it. 10 mins of arguing later and finally get to another point which is now revealed that it's too far to travel. It’s high time he learns how. My husband and I planned active vacations where we could hike difficult trails and explore. See her update above. Im 49, dont leave my house and dont want to, trying to deal with people WANTING me to WANT to. I don't like to leave my house either. I feel terrible but I don't want to be around her anymore. He likes doing fun things with my family because they have money and material things but I can't enjoy those things because I think my mom and step dad are judging me or mad at me so I don't go over. So sorry about your dad and grandfather. 4 COMMENTS. Share. How are you doing? he comes home and tells me he loves me we make love we have great intimacy he tells me he will be back home BUT then cannot commit to coming back I need serous help I keep begging I KNOW it does not help I cannot eat sleep function I am falling apart. But maybe not as extreme because if I could never go out I never would and that's weird I know! Or detachment. Why is it a bad thing? I'm the same except it's more that I'd rather not go out due to it been dull. You don’t see much of a point in washing your hair or doing your makeup or inserting your contacts. I just hate leaving my house. I feel like this too I'm 27 but I wasn't always like this I was the one who was putting pressure on people to go out I had lots of relationships was somewhat popular but it's like the past three years I get sick to my stomach the taught of going anywhere people drain me I'm a nice person but sometimes I give off the impression that I'm ignorant but it's not the case I'm just not a fake person I find it difficult to force fake smiles and act interested in stupid chit chat conversations I stopped talking to everyone accept my family I have one friend left and I even ignore him all the time it's like one day I woke up I had no confidence no motivation I'm basically just existing what's wrong with me I just love my comfort zone so much on my own but I don't want this forever everyday seems like a struggle what can I do? I’ve experienced so much hurt and emotional trouble in my life, that for several months now, I flirt with the idea of just never leaving my home unless I absolutely have to. You have to take action. — Over It After 40 Years . I'm working all week so I if I don't do it today it will be 7 days before I can go and this is making my anxiety even worse which is … Those tickets sell out at the speed of light too! Some people were meant to travel the world. I don’t want you in my bed when I’m pissed or interrupting me while I’m busy reading. I'm 16, and I'm the laziest person ever. Sometimes I have energy and want to go out and other times I need to recoup or hibernate at home. If someone asks you how you spent your weekend,  you’ll lie about the exciting things you’ve done. I try to be as understanding as I can to myself but it's still a struggle. Today at 6:28 AM CUT IT OUT! I’ve gone over 6 months without leaving. I love my husband dearly I don’t want to lose him. Because you are a gift to the people around you you just have to figure out how to be the person you need to be maybe, I know exactly what you are going through. I just read what was written here and it's my entire life story. est un film réalisé par Macon Blair avec Melanie Lynskey, Elijah Wood. I must say though, I hate it the most, that I have taught her this. I always send my boyfriend to do the errands, pick the kids up from school, work and make money. So I did not become a doctor. Every time I went somewhere I would feel sick and light headed. I as well signed up to reply to your comment. But I would be miserable if I tried to become a doctor. But it’s the porcelain of the bathtub that calls. I don't want to leave the house . We are here on Earth to serve each other. I make up excuses so people will think I'm busy. I don't feel depressed, or lonely or anything like that. See Spanish-English translations with audio pronunciations, examples, and word-by-word explanations. By this point I'm fed up of it all. It’s not like anyone is going to judge you, because no one is going to see you. It’s so much effort and takes so much energy. I'm very caring and sacrifice a lot for people bit one thing I won't compromise on Is this. You may unsubscribe at any time. Incredibly depressed. You remind me of myself- questioning if you’re alone in this. You won’t only be jealous of people who are out having a good time. But my family is always inviting us to go over for dinners, to go swimming, to go boating, shopping, etc. I’m just terrified.. Take baby steps. OP, you are too young to feel this way. Xo- thanks for keeping up with my story. I wish you nothing but the best, and thank you for sharing your updates! I hate it. I've been hit multiple times, throw against a wall, soup thrown at me, kicked out of my house, and just can't take it any more. I have changed many jobs, I work as a contractor and have worked at same place for more than 4 months in last 4 years. I do however want to go out and have fun Only my time and money are limited. This feels normal to me. I'm 20 and everyone who's my age are having the best time of their lives. Please answer back. I get panic attacks when I go out, but never at home. You must be very rich and very lucky to b able to travel the world seeing the stones. I’m not sure if I’ll do it or not but you are a big help.. I was fortunate enough to get this very advice from others and through it I found a lot of peace and happiness. Your answers indicate that you haven’t experienced any of the common symptoms that are typically associated with HS. Nope you are not depressed you are basically on a loop. I Don’t Want To Leave My House is a popular song by Kid Libra | Create your own TikTok videos with the I Don’t Want To Leave My House song and explore 1 videos made by new and popular creators. it’s gotten to the point where I don’t want to leave my house anymore or check the news, Government, fires, shootings, cancer..... wtf else you got for us!!! I ask her were do you want to go and what do you want to do? Seeing you reply to a comment 5 years later made me feel a weird feeling that felt good. You wonder whether something is wrong with you. When pimple-like bumps or boils start showing up in areas where skin rubs together, you may question what’s going on with your body. I have social anxiety so bad I don't want to leave the house anymore, please help? Lori S. 1 decade ago . I've found this page right now because I'm facing the issue yet again and I see it's actually more to do with others than it is ourseless. Never do I meet a stranger. Some days are worse than others, there have been a few times that going to Walgreens caused me so much anxiety that when I got into the car I couldnt remember how to drive. I've gone to group and private therapy. I always agree to hang out, go to dinner, or go for drinks a day or two in advance, but when it comes I just want to stay at home in sweatpants and relax. I really don't know how much responsibility we can expect her to take for her own behaviour any more. I was taught that we get the most out of life when we put God first, others second, and ourselves last, just like Jesus did. it’s gotten to the point where I don’t want to leave my house anymore or check the news, Government, fires, shootings, cancer..... wtf else you got for us!!! The more you get used to being outside the more places you can go, like the mall. If not then don't worry, with today's technology you really don't have to leave the house unless you want to. What do I do? I am beginning to say to her things I feel terrible about. I'm kind of like you but now I relate well with people at work but I still don't visit, I don't allow visitors in my house and still don't like attending parties. Good luck lol, Im so happy for you though honey, really, just great.... Hey! Back in 2002 I had a nervous breakdown and this has been my life ever since. There are many of you out there suffering—some silently, some not-so-silently—in your unhappy marriages. I told her to stop but she continued. I respect the choice they have made for themselves. I dread holidays because my family always wants to get together and I have to make excuses. Same here. Feb 3, 2009 4,577 0 Telford. We live in a digital world. Whether you need to hire a house cleaner for routine cleaning or a professional organizer to jump start an organizational system, face your situation head on, don’t feel guilty, and get the help you need! Please help me with any advice. I don't want to do anything with my life. I don't understand why it's such a big deal. Before I got pregnant I was very happy, in love and couldn't wait to marry him. Not sure where my life is headed or where I am going. Have I just wasted 5 years? 5 years later. but being locked up for 6 years never talking to anyone your age but you sister (i am going crazy!). So I send him to take the kids to see my parents and I tell him I'll catch up with them but I never end up going. People just like different things. Sometimes it's worse and sometimes it's better. They must not be happy themselves unlike us who are perfectly happy to be at home. I have gotten to the point that I do not want to leave my house. I rarely leave my house. Discussion in 'Teen Pregnancy' started by Lydiarose, Jul 21, 2010. I talked to my dad too. I don't love him anymore, but can't leave. After completing this quiz, please talk to your dermatologist about your answers as soon as possible. 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